159lbs

Do I need a fill????

I hate this place of wondering if a fill is what I need. I have been stuck at 163-161lbs for a month now, I have 2 x's hit 159 only to gain those few pounds back again. A fill costs $100 so its not like I couldn't find the money but the fear that comes with a fill that isn't done under fluro. What if on this fill they puncture my port, the tubing or whatever else could go wrong!!??!! If I could just head to Mexicali and know that all will be safe I would do it in a heart beat, but that turns the cost of a fill into around $700, plus time off work and time away from the kids. I just don't know what to do. I just got over the flu which brought my weight down to 159lbs, I will see how long that lasts. :) Till then...