February 2, 2007

214lbs

I have been losing about 2lbs a day. I understand what the old time bandsters (people who have been banded) mean by head hunger now. I have no desire in my stomach to eat, I’m not physically hungry, but I could eat ANYTHING right now! I made little pizzas for my family last night and it took everything I had not to devour the leftovers. It wasn’t because I was hungry, my mind just said, “Go ahead, it will be great!” My son quickly threw away the leftovers. It took me a little while, but I thanked him.